hi guys! im so sorrry but i have to leave lj. there is just so much stuff gooing on right now with ryan and school and my family and i just need a break from everything. pleaseee email me at sabbasi005@gmail.com or find me on facebook sophia abbasi and i would love to stay in touch with you guys! hope all is welll with everyonee! take care!

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I read your journals, and the least I ask is for you to read mine.

For the rest of you, hope you have a great Thanksgiving!! What's everyone doing anyway?

I'm in my  Atmosphere class right now and it needs to stop. Ugh, he's so boring. I really can't wait for this semester to be over; I'm sick of these shitty Gen-Eds. I don't even know how I'm doing (with grades and such). I'm so broke and I'm quitting my job (which really isn't a good idea) but I don't have a car anymore and I can't even get there. On top of that, I haven't been getting a lot of sleep. My problem is getting to sleep and staying asleep. I just have so much on my mind. I got a B on my Atmosphere test. I guess that's ok, conidersing I studied for this test for weeks, haha. 

And I swear if I get in another fight with Ryan, I'm going to punch him in the gut. Uhhhh , it's getting so annoying. 

I really need to get in shape again. Haha, I love how I saw that at least 36 times a year. I've been so lazy. I've stopped eating disgusting junk food though (well, for the most part. I love icing frosted animal crackers haha). 

So today is the last day to withdraw from courses and get a "W' on the transcripts and no one has gotten their grades for the Psych test last Tuesday because the Professor got in a huge fight with the TAs and they refused to post the grades online. So this fucking blows. I mean realy blows.
I'm sick of school. It needs to end now :'[

 Hey guys! Ugh, it's been a long week. Basically school and fights with my mom and brother. There's so much going on with my family situation. I'll fill ya in:
My dad (Sam) sold our old house without telling us when he found out that he was not my biological father. My real father (Raphaleo) lives in Italy and called and told me, my mom, and my dad, that he was the father and none of us knew. So he left us and went to Pakistan, where he's from, and we were left to find a new place to live which completely sucked. My mom got an apartment and me, my mom and brother lived there for a year. Then, my dad came back and begged us to take him back. My mom fell for the whole sympathy thing and took him back and we moved into a 3 bedroom apt. Now my mom just found out that when my dad went to Pakistan for that year he got married to this woman whos 22 (and hes 62). Polygamy is OK, which is stupid. But my mom found out because he's alway's sending money to her in Pakistan. What pisses me off is that he gives us nothing (he gave my brother Pop Tarts for his birthday) and he's sending money to her, when we're his family. Now my mom decided that she's is going to get a divorce. And I'm 99.5% sure that she won't. She's just doing it to scare him. And I'm 150% sure that he's going to leave us, again, and go be with her. This sucks. It really does. And the longer he's here, the worse it's going to get. What sucks is that my brother doesn't want him to leave but now I really don't care about him and I mean it. He hurt me and my mom so much that I can't even take it anymore. Ugh.

Well I hope all is well with everyone. I have a test in Criminal Law on Monday and the topics are so depressing : Abortion and Assisted Suicide. <sigh>

 Hey guys what's going on. Hope all is well!
SO this weekend has been crazy. For the past couple months, my brother has been having stomach and indigestion problems and ab pains. He came into my room complaining about pains and that he didn't feel good but I didn't really take him seriously because he recently got his appendix taken out and he was doing better so I just told him to lie on my bed and rest. All of a sudden he passed out and wouldn't wake up and then when he did he threw up everywhere. And he kept blacking out and vomitting. It was horrible; my mom was freaking out. We had the call an ambulance and the doctors did so many tests on him for the millionth time. He's better now; he's back home and everything. It was just so scary.

Ryan and I almost broke up today. We got in this fight about how we both thing that we're with each other for the wrong reasons (lonliness, desperation) but then realized that is not the case...? I don't know. Things are better. We've been getting in fights more often but I think it's just because we're both stressed. UGH I don't know.

Other than that the weekend was OK. I have a Psych test and Atmosphere test coming up this week and I'm terrified just because those are the two classes that I'm not doing so well in. 

Saw The Nightmare Before XMas in 3D. Love it

Hey guys! It's Sophia. I'm definitely back. I'm not going to lie; it feels good to have LJ back in my life. I missed a few of you! I'll just remind you guys about me a little bit:

I'm Sophia. I live in New York and I'm a freshman at UAlbany. I'm almost 18 (in another month). I'm really open about stuff, so don't get freaked out! LOL! I love meeting new people. I love watching movies and hanging out with family and friends. I comment and I really do read the entries of my close LJers. I listen to all kinds of music (yes, all kinds except country...sorry) and I love watching movies and blah blah blah.
I'm very liberal. And I'm obsessed with Stephen Colbert haha. 
Anywho, if you want to know more ADD ME and stay tuned. 

Hope everyone is doing well. So I just learned about this Dumbledore being gay thing. I absolutely love it; it's fabulous, but when was it announced? Anyone know?